Friday, May 4, 2018

Bab 5/2018 : I am me !

I'm just being me !
Take it or leave it !
I might care a little bit.
But with time the wounds heal, Insya Allah.

I come with no wrapping or pretty pink bows
I am who I am, from my head to my toes.
I tend to get loud when speaking my mind.
Even a little crazy some of the time.
I'm not a size 5 and don't care to be.
You can be you and I can be me.
I try to stay strong when pain knocks me down.
And the times that I cry are when no one's around.

To error is human or so that's what they say.
Well, tell me who's perfect anyway.

I’m only human
And I bleed when I fall down
Cause I’m only human

 I crash and I break down
Your words in my head, knives in my heart

You build me up and then I fall apart
'Cause I’m only human.


another random posting
but maybe not really random
this second phase of #135harimencaricinta really tough.

I thank Allah ... 

for giving me this chance to live ... 

p/s: the quotes by `Kathleen Raine` and Christina Perri 

Wahai orang yang mempunyai jiwa yang sentiasa tenang tetap dengan kepercayaan dan bawaan baiknya. Kembalilah kepada Tuhan mu dengan keadaan engkau berpuas hati (dengan segala nikmat yang diberikan) lagi diredhai (disisi Tuhanmu).
Al-Fajr 89: 27-28



Saturday, April 28, 2018

Bab 4/2018 : NILAI !


This is my exam weeks 27 April ~ 7 Mei + 30 Mei 2018

please pray 4 Huda 
Semoga lulus pengajian ini keseluruhannya on time dan beroleh ilmu bermanfaat untuk ummat
Insha Allah.

To keep sane ...
To have something beneficial, lemme share this tot here.
I can't really remember where I got it.

Jangan melihat dan menilai orang dari masa lalunya.
Berilah kesempatan untuk orang berubah.
(orang tu termasuklah diri sendiri – melainkan diri sendiri adalah seekor BERUANG dan bukannya orang).

Kerana apa?  Sejarah membuktikan …
Seseorang yang hampir membunuh Rasulullah s.a.w. pun kini dimuliakan dapat menjadi sahabat Rasul, dimakamkan di sebelah makam Nabi s.a.w. iaitulah Saidina Umar al-Khattab.

Jangan terus-terus menilai seseorang dari masa lalunya…
Seseorang yang pernah melawan agama Allah pun akhirnya menjadi ‘pedang’ Allah (Saifullah) iaitulah Khalid Al-Walid.

Jangan menilai orang dari rupanya. Kerana Rasulullah s.a.w melihat si pendek tidak menawan iaitu sahabat baginda “Saidina Julaybib r.a. dikejar-kejar oleh para bidadari syurga.

Jangan memandang orang dari status dan hartanya. 
(Apatah lagi sekadar statusnya di laman sosial)

Kerana kasut emas fir’aun pun berada di neraka. Sedangkan selipar lusuh “Saidina Bilal bin Rabah”   kedengaran di syurga

Masya Allah …
Semoga Allah memberkati kita dengan Petunjuk dan Hidayah Nya – agar disetiap ilmu yang kita miliki dapat menggerakkan kita untuk lebih dekat lagi dengan rahmat Allah.


Lahir mu: Dilahirkan oleh orang lain.
Nama mu: Dinamakan oleh orang lain.
Pelajaran mu: Diajar oleh orang lain.
Pendapatan mu: Diberikan oleh orang lain.
Hormat : Diberikan oleh orang lain.
Mandian pertama dan terakhir mu : Dimandikan oleh orang lain.
Selepas mati : Segala harta dan hak mu  diambil oleh orang lain.
Pengkebumian mu :  Dibuat oleh orang lain.
Hairan … kerana masih terdapat EGO dan keras hati bersarang dalam diri kita…

Mohon insaf … kerana … kita sebenarnya tidak punya apa-apa dan juga tiada daya tanpa izin daripada NYA.

Rasulullah (s.a.w.) said: “If you do not rush but think before acting you will either hit the target or get close. If you rush you will either fall into an error or come close to an error.” 
(Hadith Shareef, Kanz al Ummal)

Notes: please correct me with the hadith if I'm wrong

Keep me in your doa please.


Monday, March 26, 2018

Heavy words, great reminder!

➡ Every human is a slave. You're either a slave of your desires or a slave of Allāh. You either live life by your rules or the rule of Allāh.

➡ How can the heart travel to God if it's chained by its desires?

➡ O' son of Adam! Sell this World for the hereafter and you win both, sell the hereafter for this world & you lose both. #DeenOverDunya
Ibn Qayyim al-Jawziyah

➡ Islam is not a buffet where you pick and choose what suits you. Don't obey your desires. Obey Allaah.
"Imprisoned is he, whose heart is imprisoned from Allāh. Captured is he, who is captured by his desires."

➡ Fudayl Ibn Iyad was asked "What do you find the strangest of all things?" He said: The heart that knows Allāh, yet still disobeys Him

➡ Don’t miss Salāh for the sake of people. You were born & will die alone, you’ll go to the grave alone & be questioned alone on Judgment Day
الْأَخِلَّاءُ يَوْمَئِذٍ بَعْضُهُمْ لِبَعْضٍ عَدُوٌّ إِلَّا الْمُتَّقِينَ
➡ Close friends, on that Day, will be enemies to each other, except for the righteous and God fearing..." •[Surah Az-Zukhruf:67]

➡ Fajr you're asleep, Zuhur you're busy, Asr you're tired, Magrib you're watching tv, Isha you're eating. You can dodge prayer, but not death.

➡ We prepare for uncertain matters in our life like marriage etc but do we prepare for the one event that is definitely going to happen #Death

➡ The first thing a slave will be held to account for is Salah. If we fall short on that, then we will fall short on what's to come.

➡ Fajr: Do not fear missing sleep. Fear a day in which there will be no sleep.”

➡ Expecting Paradise whilst neglecting Prayer, is like waiting for a train to arrive at the airport. Remember to pray Dhuhr

➡ Everyone dreams to be in Jannah, but Allahﷻ says:
لَّيْسَ بِأَمَانِيِّكُمْ
paradise is not obtained by your wishful thinking •[An-Nisa 4:123] #work hard 4 hereafter

➡ "If you could hear the sound of the pens of the angels writing your name among those who remember Allāh, you'd die out of joy."
- Ibn Al-Qayyim

➡ This Dunya Is Not A Resting Place 👉It's A Testing Place! #Earn Good Deeds!

➡ The world is a prison for the believer and a Paradise for the unbeliever". [Muslim] Your release here, sooner or later will be coming to an end.

Ibn Al-Qayyim (رحمه اللّٰه):
"He whom Allah has predestined to enter Paradise, the reasons which will cause his entrance shall spring from calamities;

He whom Allah has predestined to enter the Hellfire, the reasons which will cause his entrance shall spring from lusts”

➡ Get used to a rough life, for luxury does not last forever.
- Umar ibn Al Khattab

➡ Do not be overly pleased by easy times. Verily, gold is tested for its purity by fire. Likewise, a righteous servant is tested by tribulations

➡ It pains me to see born Muslims chasing the lifestyle of the disbelievers by drinking, clubbing, getting high etc.

➡ Why do you think reverts run away from that life to the deen of Allāh. Run back to your Lord for His mercy overcomes His wrath.

➡ How long will the person be happy with his worldly life?..Knowing that his ultimate home is the grave"

➡ No matter how beautiful your face is, you will still be the food of worms when you are buried. Set aside your arrogance & remember your grave

➡ Every single limb & organ in your body will speak up & bear witness against every action you committed in this Dunya
مَّا يَلْفِظُ مِن قَوْلٍ إِلَّا لَدَيْهِ رَقِيبٌ عَتِيدٌ
Not a word is said except that there is a watcher by him ready to record it.” [Surah Qaf:18] This includes all that you posted.

➡ Hijab includes the way a person walks, talks, looks and thinks. All of it should be done modestly and applies to both men and women" #Hijab

➡ My dear sisters in Islam. Cover up for the sake of Allah before its too late as today you are over the soil but tomorrow you may be under it

➡ Yes hijab doesn't necessarily indicate your level of piety BUT it is fard (a must). So regardless of what you say, you HAVE to wear it.

➡ Make tawba (sincere repentance) not just for sins you've committed, but also for obligations you haven't fulfilled.” [Ibn Taymiyyah]

I pray that the comfort of our graves exceeds the comfort of our beds.

We ask Allah سبحانه وتعالى to take our souls away when He's most pleased with us and make us of those who're always conscious.

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